That is the blog I created. Not sure why it didn’t show up. But anyways sorry I am just in a depressed mood now been for awhile.

I’ve had symptoms all my life and was always told it was growing pains yea uhuh to that degree? But yes when you hear that as a child you just shut up eventually. A few years ago it got so bad that I couldn’t walk without holding myself upright with my arms and hardly any body weight on my legs. Then doctors finally figured it out with all kinds of tests that I have an inflammatory arthritis but I don’t know which one. It effects all of my joints even my jaw, there are days that I can’t eat because it is to painful. I know there is a lot of support out here but it doesn’t give you a job. I lost my job, I can’t get hired anywhere, I need work the rest I have learned how to deal with on my own. But without a job how will I be able to live and support my family? I won’t even be able to pay rent this month. There needs to be something to help a person find work alongside the support.