Painting On Life’s Canvas

RA Guy Adventures of RA Guy

Three years ago, right around this time of year, I came extremely close to ending my own life. Not only was my movement extremely limited, but I was also having extended periods of blurred vision. My RA was raging out of control, and the thought of finding a way through the pain and confusion seemed way too daunting, and way too scary.

I was right about one thing at the time, though: I was extremely empty inside. (I felt like my entire identity/self had completely disappeared.) I would eventually realize, however, that even these feelings were an opportunity. They were an opportunity to rebuild myself and my life; a blank canvas upon which I could paint away with my soul’s content.

And that’s exactly what I’ve done over the past few years, and it’s exactly what I’ll continue to do in the foreseeable future. Yes, my rheumatoid arthritis is still there each and every hour of each and every day…but instead of being the focus of my existence, it’s become a constant shadow, relegated to the sidelines. Life goes on…and each and every day, I am grateful to be able to see just how beautiful it can be.

Stay tuned…for the next adventure of Rheumatoid Arthritis Guy!