In Memory Of RA Superbitch

Superbitch.jpgA couple of years ago, a breath of fresh air entered the RA blogging community. Even though we emailed many times (how I loved all of the questions she always asked me), I don’t think I ever got to know her real name. Like myself, she wrote under a pseudonym. Many of us knew her solely as RA Suberbitch. I always looked forward to her blog posts, which usually cut to the chase, eliminated the niceties, and put a voice to our thoughts.

It was with much sadness that I received news earlier today that RA Superbitch passed away last week. (I have no direct information beyond what is available on her Facebook fan page.)

RA Superbitch, you will be missed.

Tabby Callon:

“I am so sorry to post that the RA Superbitch passed away this morning. She was peaceful at home with her husband and son. I know that she would want you to know. This site, her blog, and her RA friends on each of those have helped her in so many ways throughout the years. You were able to understand a side of her & support her in a way that her real life friends were unable to. I don’t know how much detail her husband would really like me to post on here. I will check with him in a few days and repost any info that he would like me to. Please keep her family in your prayers.”

June 4, 2011.

Blog: http://rasuperbitch.blogspot.com/

Facebook Memorial Page: http://www.facebook.com/pages/RA-Super…

Updated 4:05pm to include RA Superbitch’s 1st Blog Post.

“She is Frequently Kind, and then Suddenly Cruel.”
November 14, 2009

So I have rheumatoid arthritis…yeah, it pretty much is horrible. When people can’t understand why I’m having a bad day, I often say, “Hey – here is an idea…Why don’t you… try smashing a brick into your wrist? Oh? That hurts? Well, too bad; you’re just getting started. You’ll have to smash that same brick into your other wrist, of course, but then also each knee, each hip, all ten fingers, all ten toes, your shoulders if you can still lift anything at this point, your elbows, and finally, your jaw…yeah, both sides. When you are all down with that, come back and tell me how you feel, but try to stay positive! No one likes a whiner! You know, you can affect how you feel by how you envision the pain! It is really all in your mind!”

Sound psychotic?

Of course it does. Yet, we that live each day with a disease called RA (short for rheumatoid arthritis) are asked to do pretty much the same thing on a DAILY basis. Not only that, but many of us would have learned to jump up after the brick incident and go to work or play with our kids or make dinner. And dare we complain for one second, any number of people would accuse us of “feeling sorry for ourselves.” Gasp!

As one can imagine, there are MANY times during the day that I want to tell these people to go jump in a lake. In fact, there are SOOOO many things I want to say about this disease and about the public’s attitude towards it…but I don’t. Like most of you, I was brought up to be polite. And I care too much what others think. God forbid I be grouped into the “whiney” category. And I also know that if people think you’re not helping yourself, they will not help you. This is ultimately very important because if you have RA, you will find yourself having to do things to survive you would never have begun to believe before you were sick, and one of those things is to let people say crazy, hurtful things based entirely on their ignorance about your own horrible disease. You let them impart their “wisdom” so that you can make them feel better about watching your kids when you have an appointment, or giving you a job, or even picking up the tab so you can continue to send all your money to the insurance company.

But I’m so so tired of keeping my mouth shut. It is who I AM in my real life, the woman with the brave face and enough optimism to keep everyone smiling when I’m limping, the consummate cheerleader, Rebecca of Sunnybrook Farms, Suzy Sunshine… and let me tell ya, it is sickening to my alter-ego.

And here she is – my alter-ego. I have brought her out for purposes of this blog. She is mean. She is cranky. She should be; she deals with constant pain and limitations. She gets told “no” a lot. She swallows over twenty pills a day, and is pushed around by her family, strangers, insurance companies, co-workers and even doctors who think she should accept her reality. And now, she is fed up with the hand she’s been dealt. She has “snapped,” so to speak. She is about to say what she’s thinking about this messed-up disease and she will take no prisoners! She is going to let it all out without fear of consequences. She is going to make people angry and then sit back and smile that she did. She will say it like it is so that the rest of us can hear it. She is essentially Gabby Solis from Desperate Housewives with an auto-immune disorder, and she is ready to blog.

RA Guy says we are super-heroes if we are all living with rheumatoid arthritis. He couldn’t be more right. So by day I’ll continue to be an RA superhero. I will raise my family and do my job, and send money to the arthritis foundation and educate myself and my doctors about my condition… but online I will be a rip-roaring, you can’t stop me from saying it, true to my word- Bitch!

So part superhero and part bitch. That makes me a superbitch.

I AM an RA Superbitch, and this is my blog. Enjoy.

Read More: http://rasuperbitch.blogspot.com/2009/11/she-is-frequently-kind-and-then.html

RA (Maybe) Mamma
Thoughts & Prayers for RA Superbitch’s Family

Pain, Pain, Go Away
Rest In Peace

The Single Gal’s Guide To Rheumatoid Arthritis
Paying My Respects

∞ itis
RIP

Remicade Dream
RA Superbitch

Not Standing Still’s Disease
RA Superbitch

Updated June 21, 2010

Tabby Callon:

“Many have asked about the cause of her death. She had a procedure done (not related to her RA) around two weeks before her passing. She felt tired & a lil off the morning that she passed away so she laid down to take a rest. When her husband checked on her, she was gone. The dr’s believed it was a complication due to the procedure she had done.

I hope that each of you have been doing well. I am sorry it has taken me a bit of time since my initial posting until now. Needless to say, it’s been a rough time for many of us (esp her family) since her passing. Her husband has been reading through your posts & each of your kind words have touched him. It is nice to see what a positive impact The RA Superbitch made to so many others. She is now free from pain & the daily struggles that she faced. She is now an angel that will be looking over each of us.”

12 Comments
12 comments
  1. Kevin says:

    Such a loss to the blogging world. I only recently found her blogs and found them quite helpful. My condolences to her family and friends.

  2. Tabby Callon says:

    Thank you for posting this. Her blog ment so much to her. I know that she would want the friends that she made through her blog to know & I couldn’t find a way to post it onto there. I know that she wouldn’t want her real life name told. (If you followed her blog you would know that she often cut to the chase on exactly how she felt about everything, including real life friends & family, lol.) I will ask her husband in a few days what information he would like me to share & I will post on her facebook page.

  3. Leslie says:

    It made me terribly sad to hear about her passing. We had exchanged emails a time or two and I enjoyed her blog SO much. My heart goes out to her family and friends.

  4. Tess says:

    Tabby,

    Please let her Husband and Son know that I am thinking of them and will send them my contact information. She and I knew each other from Creakyjoints.org and I will miss her. I will let the folks on our mutual sites aware that she has passed and too keep her family in our thoughts.

    Thank you for letting us know,
    Tess

  5. Elaine says:

    I was so sad to hear the news of RA Super, we also exchanged a few emails and yes she did have very many questions, because I have had RA for 27 years. She tried to encourage me to start a blog…. My hear goes out to her husband and son…she will truly be missed =(

  6. Remicade Dream says:

    I am in tears. Hers was one of my very favorite blogs. We were close in age and both had young sons, and so many other things in common. It breaks my heart to hear this.

  7. Kiss an angel says:

    May God welcome you into the gates of Heaven free from pain and suffering of the UGLY disease you fought. May your Husband and Son be comforted by wonderful memories of a wonderful woman. God bless!

  8. blkirish says:

    I’m so sorry I didn’t find her before she was lost. What a loss. God bless her family…and the rest of us left to fight this fight.

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